You need to stop checking up on me. As much as I love hearing from you, I can’t stand the sight of your pictures, your texts, or any contact that you have with me. I still have feelings for you. Obviously stronger than you have for me. If there still is any left. I need you to understand, I can only be over you if you don’t exist in my life. No contacting me. I makes me sad just thinking of you once iin a life time. If you can understand this, why must you remind me that even though you still care, you have to torture me with your gorgeous pics and your obsession with your boyfriend who must somehow be better than me. I can’t do this! I love you. I wish you to be happy, but don’t remind me your new and found happiness by contacting me. It fucking kills me so much to have to go over this over and over showing you still care about me after deleting me off of Facebook because you had a temper with your ex who ALSO seems better than me. I’m in love with you everyday forever. And that everyday forever is pointless but I have to live with it alone. Without you because I won’t ever in my life get to have you ever fucking again. I want to move on like you have. So leave me alone, unless you want a life with me, stop squeezing my heart with your care because you are completely over me forever and I’m not forever so no more. Friendzoning me isn’t a good feeling when you’re still in love. So go away, please. I don’t ever want to see you again. I can’t… I love you… Bye.